when 2 hands are given

alhamdulillah hand's given by god still can functioned well.

i can do on my own without any other hands.

all i need is to get done my work on time!

damn it.

i really dunno how to do.

concept plan?

okay i think i got d for my studio for this semester.

give up.

bla bla bla

class:

presentation was sucks!

tah pape la lecturer ni. penat aku tongkat mata dgn lidi nak bwt keje.

end up sume nye tak kene.

haishhh tak faham la.

ni yang terasa nak bungkus kain baju balik kampung terus..

semester ni mcm bullet train. laju sgt. aku plak bawak kancil memang semput la kejar.

semangat baru utk hari ni. aku telah menjejak kan kaki ke library dan meringan kan tgn pinjam buku. sekali 3. yang berat mcm kucing aku. tak tawu baca ke tak.

come on marini nak berjaya kene rajin.

ingt belajar ni mcm skim cepat kaya ke?

haishhhhhhhhhhhh......

ramadhan:

berat mcm turun. weehoooo... tapi mcm temporary je.. mcm sponge plak badan ni.

baju raya baru tempah. hopefully siap.. awww kalau tak... tak beraya mak tahun ni...

plus rambut da mcm haram.

sgt selekeh mcm org mati laki!

taktaw nk buat cmne....

nk tunggu pnjg lambat. rambut lain2 da tumbuh dan ditarah berkali2 .

rambut atas kepala ni rate of growth die 0.0000001...

my body's story:

health 80%

mood 60%

tidyness 40%

love 50%

energy 40%

hungry 99.9%

matikan enjin bekerja

tune up volume rehat

service mata di alam maya workshop

panaskan enjin untuk hari mendatang

get set go bile dgr mercun!

*raya*

weeeee

parents just dont understand

kecik hati?
ye!
menangis?
ye!
persoalan:
kenapa anak2 tak pernah membezakan kasih syg antara ayah dan ibu tapi kenapa ayah dan ibu membezakan kasih syg antara anak-anak dorg?
sumpah bederai hati aku mcm kne tembak dgn peluru.
tade sape aku nk cite.
ni jela tmpt nye.
bosan betol.
aku ni bukan jenis yang pandai meminta.
pernah tak mak bapak korg ckp antara byk2 anak die tp korg yg plg mnyusah kan hidup die?
sedang kan yg lain dpt lebih.
ntah la.
dari zaman aku pink lagi aku terase sgt tersisih. but i dont give a damn.
ake selambe rempoh hari2 mendatang.
i try to be independent.
but they just dont understand.
someday i have to prove that i can stand on my own.
sometimes i wish i could just walk away and have somee nice places to hide off.
i need someone to leaned on.
pernah jugak terfikir nak hidup sendiri, kelurga sendiri. haish ape aku merepek ni. lame lagi tu.. bulu pun tak hbs tumbuh lagi.
ntah la tpi itu yg kadang2 kotak kecik pemikiran aku bermadah.

pak mat tempe berlanggar dgn motokar

babi punya drebar bus. lu angkat lesen terbang ke.

mak kau main t***k r..

yg kau bodo da tawu nak angkat corner baring lu jgn dok lane tgh.

kau ingt kau bawak kancil.

da tu nak angkat lap macam F1 habis lorong aku pon kau sapu.

da elok2 wa stop itu kerete kasi lu jln dulu. lu pon sedap gadak kerete wa.

pastu lu nk maki2 wa.

wa soh benti lu tepi lu nk lari.

apa punye adab lu pki tah. jahiliah punye org.

nsb wa block lu, tawu gak lu tekan brek bg signal benti tepi.

lu nk kencing lu ckp lu da bwk bus bepuluh thn. lancau.tgk ic umur baru 25. tak kan lu bwk bus dari zaman time mak lu nak beranak kan lu dulu kot. \

kasitgk lesen sket bang..

sekali lesen pon mati da.. padan la lu takot nak kasi tunjuk.

weh ini negara ada undang2 la derrrr...

nsb wa satu family tade pape. kang tak sempat nak beraya plak.

tiada teman borak2.

alone.bored.pissed off.

status:

bf : not available (sepi membisu seribu kate. ngantuk kate nye. bosan betol)

roomate: not available. (balik kg)

bantal: available ( thanks u always be there whe i'm in need my baby)

last shot: next week ramadhan menjelma. tingkat kan prestase kurangkan kontrovesi. kawal nafsu zahir dan batin.

semoga diberkati.amin

fight for right

have you ever fight with someone?
you should try.
sometimes it can be really fun but mostly it's sucks!
why?
when you fight everyday.
idk why. lately is my "period" term.
whatever he try to seduce me. i turn over the mood.
he try to impress me. but i'm too heartless.
i know i'm being too cruel.
maybe that is what people call "ego".
i know this is wrong. obviously!
but denial is me.
i dnt want to lose.
that is me.
sometimes my heart say yes but mouth say no.
pity him.
i'm sorry sayang.
i just cant.
but truely deeply madly
i didnt mean it.
but sometimes i'm too tired to take over your post as a"man"
try to think far learn fast.
sorry again. i'm not despising you. but helping you.













ily

busy

setelah lebih kurang seminggu pegi site visit.
habis tanned kulit aku!
dammit...
kau org pernah rase give up?
yes itulah yang sedang menggelodak kat benak ni.
study sgt stress tp hasil belum pasti.
sabar?
da selalu sgt dgr.
naik benanah telinga ni.
bosan.
itu la diskripsi yang tepat.
i hope that everyday is sunday.
but that is impossible.
"nothing is impossible" is impossible,.